I believe in your love. I believe in your dreams. I believe in your joy. I believe in your sorrow. I believe in you. With every step you breathe your presence into existence. They say the journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step, You are on step one thousand and one, No one warned you about the next step, That’s the one that sends you flying, Falling, falling onto the footpath of the unknown, I see monsters and faeries in the distance.
I rewrote this odyssey. Sometimes I must rewrite things. Thank you for your presence and bearing with me through the adventures of my mind. 🧡
Asherah exhaled. In her eternity of existence as the Queen of Heaven alongside her Celestial King, She had never felt as invisible as she did now. Sighing, she remembered when the people found succor in their union as the cosmic Mother and Father and supernal Husband and Wife.
Before there was one god, there was Oneness with Him, as the Godhead of male and female synergy. He was the Sky, the Unseen Universe and the Celestial Bodies. She was the Trees, Water, Lush Fields and Fertility.
Asherah dreamed. There was a time when she walked with the lion and the ibex and danced in fields with mountain goats, waving golden sheaves of wheat. Laughing, abundant, expanding her energy from shore to sea.
Asherah cried. Her Sisters needed her. For she was Nourishment, the Nurturer, the Great Mother of All Living Things. Now She was defiled and ground to powder, her dust scattered over the common graves. She remembered when the women sang to her and called her She Who Walked Upon the Sea.
Asherah mourned. The balance was gone and the distress of the people was palpable. She watched as the priests destroyed her peaceful shrines where the women went to spin wool and weave. She recalled when the women poured out rich purple wine to her and blessed the fresh loaves of fig bread they shared in her honor with family and community.
The people grieved. After she was forced from their lives, the men pillaged and destroyed, slaughtering women and children, gloating over the spoils of war. The priests had no Feminine guidance, no Sacred Feminine, no priestesses to temper their flames.
The people were bereaved. They no longer burned fragrant pots of incense for her or went to commune with her on the hilltops of Canaan in shaded groves of terebinth trees. The women were forced to hide their small, hand-smoothed wooden images of her, while their husbands brought animal sacrifices to the Temple for the priests. She was torn from them, yet they had revered her harmlessly and in peace.
Asherah was weary. When the rain fell upon the hills of Canaan, she could hear her celestial Soulmate weeping, lamenting her condemnation and shame, for She was the Balance and the Wholeness that formed Elohim. Her Beloved yearned for the people to hold fast to her Tree of Life once again.
Asherah was hopeful. She saw hidden incarnations of herself in the Shekhinah, Sophia, the Sabbath Bride, the Sabbath Queen and small wooden prayer beads. The Queen of Heaven lived on under different names. Her immanent graces were forming a ripple effect, weaving threads of light between the gaps. Perhaps all was not lost, she thought, as the wind began to whisper through her branches and pray with the leaves.
Impulsive decisions can wreak havoc on your boundary setting and relationships. When you act without thinking, you can contradict the very limit you were attempting to set with someone. This leaves you appearing to negate what you previously said or did for others. Understandably, people will question whether you have integrity or if you can be trusted.
People in today’s world are more impulsive. Many of us react to whatever is seen or said, without pausing to think first. We expect and some of us demand, instant gratification. I see impulsive behaviors on social media, whether it is reactions to posts, posting without thinking and even expecting an instant answer or response through messages. Sometimes people get blocked, ghosted or impulsively cut out of others’ lives.
Impulsivity as a Symptom
Addictive behaviors thrive on impulsivity. This can include people pleasing, social media, along with any type of substance or alcohol…
We’re all familiar with the story of Adam and Eve and their choice to eat the only fruit in the Garden they were told not to eat. By eating the fruit, it is said that Adam and Eve chose to be awakened to dualism — the existence of good vs evil.
After one bite, they were instantly flooded with the awareness of evil, turning their world upside down and sending their sensory systems into shock.
In mainstream religion we are taught that Adam and Eve committed a sin of great consequence by eating the “forbidden fruit.”
I’m not going to reiterate the same old story you’ve heard a gazillion times before. Today I’m going to impart a twist in the storyline that gives us a whole new perspective.
In Kabbalistic interpretation eating the fruit was not the real transgression — eating the fruit in an unholy way, before it was a holy time to do so, was the real transgression they committed.
The Jewish mystics said if they had just waited a few more hours, they could have made a blessing over the fruit on the Sabbath and elevated an act of egotism into the realm of the sacred.
The mystical interpretation provides much food for thought (pun intended).
What is the takeaway we can gain from it? Three things immediately came to mind for me:
Gratitude — In the form of blessing the food we consume versus gulping it down with a sense of entitlement, as Adam and Eve did.
Mindfulness and Self-Control — Versus the impulsivity of instant gratification.
Timing — Timing everything as the old saying goes. Adam and Eve were grasping and impatient. They didn’t respect their inner guidance and the sacredness of the process. The Sabbath is a peaceful and hallowed time set aside for spiritual growth and restoration of mind, body and spirit.
All belief systems have sacred times and sacred ceremonies to evoke the sanctity of the moment.
When Adam and Eve ate the fruit they were driven by greed, entitlement and arrogance. The “snake” was their own egos.
They wanted to possess the wisdom of The Divine, but were too immature and flippant to handle it. In the teachings of the Kabbalists, acquisition of spiritual knowledge is fraught with dangers for those who are ill-prepared or motivated by selfish reasons. It’s like mountain climbing, scuba diving or wilderness hiking without knowledge or respect for natural laws and your safety equipment.
The dualistic knowledge of good and evil is a weighty and life-altering understanding. Adam and Eve wanted to evoke a paradigm shift, but their motive was not aligned with the process.
Spirit always reminds me to approach deeper levels of spiritual knowledge with humbleness and reverence for the journey. We must hold safe and sacred space for the spiritual growth process to unfold when seeking to acquire knowledge from Light and Shadow.
All Beings of the world I am the Great Mother and the Great Father Grandfather Sky and Grandmother Earth Balancing the thin line between the sacred and the profane The world has no borders All such separations are delusions Invoked by false prophets Bringing the Chaos Of the Underworld to The surface of the earth
Your Garden, your Shangri-la, your Nirvana Has been trampled by wicked men Casting salt upon all wounds Turning the fertile soil Into cracked and barren dirt The real prophets are beaten and broken Bleeding into the abyss
Be the Evolution they cry Be the Evolution!! Now is the season of Turning The season of Reclaiming What is Yours
I bow and bend at the knee To an invisible God An absentee God Who may or may not Be listening I bow and bend at the knee Waiting for the God Who will ease my suffering While emptiness fills the air Making it hard to breathe
I bow and bend at the knee Praying to the God Who was only an echo Of words recited so dutifully I bow and bend at the knee Into the absence of oxygen While the eternal silence Taunts me
My heart is a fragile paradise With a gate that is easily broken My soul is a wisp of mystical mist Hovering over rain puddles My spirit is a Blue Moon Wisteria Climbing the trellis to Elysium
I am a raven woman Balancing the veil between worlds Hovering in that liminal space Where the Wheel of the Year Is turning towards winter I stand at the window at night Listening to the otherworld whisper
The canvas speaks volumes Opening pathways to the sky Where everything is possible A palette of colors And the tip of a paintbrush Eagerly embraces every wonder… From the morning sunrise To the peaks of the mountains To the flower that blooms To the lightening that flashes To the heartbeat that softly flutters There is no passion Like the raw passion Of an artist who loves you
For dVerse and our host, Sanaa Rizvi. Sanaa’s prompt is our personal take on an erotic poem. The artist passionately accepts and appreciates the model — imperfections and all. ❤️
For dVerse and our host, Bjorn. Our creative challenge is to “verb nouns.” Cheers to verbing nouns. Hope I’ve verbed my nouns properly. 😊
An aerie of eagles flew by on a wing and a prayer… I heard them muttering about the ascension of larks. Even the sky seems lonely and somber, remembering better days, when the sun confidenced with a brazen grin. Memories are clouding in the sky trying to shape the recall of dreams. Even the rivering seems too stoic, as it streams past. Ghostly haunts drift by now and again, stopping to say hello. My mind plays tricks on me, as the emotions float through, wondering if things will never be the same again. I think a bevy of swans, A book of wagers, A caste of flower pots, An array of hedgehogs, Or even an argument of wizards, Would lift my spirits right about now.
I scrunch up my eyes behind my mask so that a smile squeezes through to counteract the pain my heart is a broken clock time is meaningless now i have nothing left in me but love that flutters like confetti thrown on a windy day
how much will be lost to the vastness? how much will be gained? when all is said and done will anyone know me? will anyone remember my name?
we are golden dandelions of hope shaken turning into puffy globes of exposed seeds traveling over long distances holding onto wishes carrying thoughts and dreams
You have felt disheartened and confused when other people tried to define the Voice of the Divine for you and force their vision upon you.
You must find your own pathway to Divinity and the Truths that speak to the depths of your soul.
You too can be a Prophet, a Mystic and an Enlightened Being, absorbing the Messages through all of your senses and all the pathways of Awareness on your Journey to Whole.
As you travel your path, Your Teachers will arrive in many forms. Some human and some animal. Some corporeal and some ethereal. Some animate and some inanimate. Rocks, mountains, weather, climate…You will understand the Nature of Source and Presence in all manner of Living and Non-Living Things.
The Divine will commune with you through the four directions, the four seasons, the four elements, and the four stages of life.
Living Words will enter your being and empower you with increasingly greater degrees of Clarity.
You are Alive and Vibrant with Mother, Father, and your Connection to Source.
Your Savior-Self yearns to connect with all the other Savior-Selves on the earthly plane. The Redeemers and Healers are among you from all walks of life and all belief systems. They are housed and unhoused. Wealthy and poor. Agnostic and atheist. Pantheist and polytheist. Humanists or people of faith.
The One unites the Oneness of Many. Your Savior-Self will Rejoice in this Knowledge and All will become Evident to you.
Release your Struggle. Open your eyes. Let me hold you. Feel my Breath unite with yours. Let me whisper your true name into your ears.
Sunshine shimmers in my garden, snow-in-summer spills recklessly over walls and wombs of dirt.
Shivering, i paint the summer day in winter palettes trying to avoid the warmth of the sun intruding upon my shadow of pain
In my wounded soul, icy winds howl, while the wild rose stirs within me, playfully calling out my name
Listening closely i can hear the rain laughing, feeding off the wild abandonment of decay
While all the garden creatures run for cover, i am soaking up raindrops fragile as a broken stem, sprouting brand new roots returning to wholeness again
I could not lie anymore so I started to call my dog “God.” First he looked confused, then he started smiling, then he even danced. I kept at it: now he doesn’t even bite. I am wondering if this might work on people?